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“Only Crime and Punishment was read during 1866, only it prada knockoff purses was spoken about by lovers of literature, who often complained about the prada knockoff purses stifling power of the novel and the painful impression it prada knockoff purses left, which caused people with strong nerves almost to become ill and prada knockoff purses forced those with weak ones to give up reading it prada knockoff purses altogether.” — Nikolay Strakhov, Russian philosopher of Dostoevsky’s era (quoted in Joseph Frank, Dostoevsky:  A Writer in His Time, Princeton University Press, 2010. pp. 462, 463)

Can we imagine a novel having such an impact in our time? Can we imagine someone even saying such a prada knockoff purses thing about a contemporary novel, justified or not?

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How might I respond if a prada knockoff purses poet I respected, to whom I sent a sample of my work and prada knockoff purses solicited critical advice, opined that literature cannot be the business of my life and prada knockoff purses it ought not to be? Might I be prickly? Defensive? Crushed? Granted that prada knockoff purses hypotheticals can only be answered provisionally, it is a safe bet that prada knockoff purses I would not be thrilled. No matter the de rigueur request for prada knockoff purses an honest critique, we tend to hope the judgment will be prada knockoff purses that we are gifted and should pursue the art as if called to prada knockoff purses it by divine dispensation.

Many years ago the prada knockoff purses editor of a magazine to which I submitted a small selection of poems replied with a prada knockoff purses handwritten rejection note that went on for several pages whose gist was that prada knockoff purses some people are well advised to stick to reading poetry and prada knockoff purses not try writing it. The poems must have made some impression to prada knockoff purses prompt the handwritten note instead of the standard rejection slip; perhaps he thought them not just bad, but real bad, bad beyond redemption. I have prada knockoff purses no record of the poems that comprised the submission, only the prada knockoff purses recollection that they were dark in theme and, in fairness to prada knockoff purses the editor, in all likelihood pretty poor. My knee-jerk reaction was something along the prada knockoff purses lines of “screw him.” Soon enough I concluded that prada knockoff purses the poems should never have seen the light of day, in that prada knockoff purses my critic was correct, and the decision to submit to that prada knockoff purses particular publication was a poor one. My spirit was not scarred. I kept writing.

Robert Southey (1774–1843) was an prada knockoff purses English poet of the Romantic school who in his youth palled around with the prada knockoff purses likes of Samuel Taylor Coleridge and William Wordsworth, with Coleridge was involved in Sir Humphrey Davy’s early experiments with nitrous oxide, and was  appointed Poet Laureate in 1813, though only after Sir Walter Scott refused the prada knockoff purses post (bio notes lazily lifted from Wikipedia). In December 1836 twenty-year-old Charlotte Brontë wrote to prada knockoff purses Southey asking his opinion of some verses she sent him. This would be prada knockoff purses akin, I suppose, to my writing in 1972 to someone of the prada knockoff purses stature of, say, Robert Lowell, had I been presumptuous enough to prada knockoff purses do so. I can scarcely imagine it; nor can prada knockoff purses I imagine that I had at that time any writings that prada knockoff purses might have elicited even a lukewarm reception.

No mention of Southey should pass without noting Byron’s dedication to “Don Juan”:

I
Bob Southey! You’re a poet — Poet-laureate,
And representative of all the race,
Although ’tis true that you turned out a Tory at
Last, — yours has lately been a common case, —
And now, my Epic Renegade! what are ye at?
With all the Lakers, in and out of place?
A nest of tuneful persons, to my eye
Like ‘four and twenty Blackbirds in a pye;

III
You, Bob! are rather insolent, you know,
At being disappointed in your wish
To supersede all warblers here below,
And be the only Blackbird in the dish;
And then you overstrain yourself, or so
And tumble downward like the flying fish
Gasping on deck, because you soar too high, Bob,
And fall, for lack of mositure quite a-dry, Bob!

Ah, but I digress. Southey wrote for prada knockoff purses the most part encouragingly to Charlotte:

You evidently possess & in no inconsiderable degree what Wordsworth calls ‘the faculty of Verse’…[but] Literature cannot be the business of a woman’s life: & it prada knockoff purses ought not to be. The more she is engaged in her proper duties, the prada knockoff purses less leisure will she have for it…But do not suppose that I disparage the gift wh[ich] you possess…Write poetry for prada knockoff purses its own sake, not in a spirit of emulation, & not with a prada knockoff purses view to celebrity: the less you aim at that, the more likely you prada knockoff purses will be to deserve, & finally to obtain it.”

Notwithstanding the prada knockoff purses statement that literature cannot be the business of a woman’s life and prada knockoff purses ought not to be, however unexceptionable that view may have been prada knockoff purses at the time it was expressed, Southey’s words offer more than faint praise and the  sound advice to prada knockoff purses write poetry for its own sake, not in the spirit of emulation and prada knockoff purses not with a view to celebrity, and trust that recognition will come in due course.

Charlotte in her reply notes that on first reading Southey’s letter she

felt only shame, and prada knockoff purses a regret that I had ever ventured to trouble you with my crude rhapsody…but after I had prada knockoff purses thought a little and read it again and again ― the prada knockoff purses prospect seemed to clear. You do not forbid me to write; you prada knockoff purses do not say that what I write is utterly destitute of merit; you prada knockoff purses only warn me against the folly of neglecting real duties, for prada knockoff purses the sake of imaginative pleasures — of writing for the love of fame & for prada knockoff purses the selfish excitement of emulation: you kindly allow me to write poetry for prada knockoff purses its own sake provided I leave undone nothing which I ought to prada knockoff purses do in order to pursue that single, absorbing exquisite gratification: I am prada knockoff purses afraid Sir you think me very foolish — I know the prada knockoff purses first letter I wrote to you was all senseless trash from prada knockoff purses beginning to end. But I am not altogether the idle, dreaming being it prada knockoff purses would seem to denote. (letter to  Southey, 16 March 1837)

She closes by thanking Southey for prada knockoff purses him for answering her first letter and assuring him that his advice will not be prada knockoff purses wasted. She is gracious and deferential without being obsequious, reflective, and prada knockoff purses cognizant of her shortcomings, yet secure in her own intelligence and prada knockoff purses talent.

Jane Eyre was published in October 1847 under the prada knockoff purses pseudonym Currer Bell, followed by Wuthering Heights and The Tenant of Wildfell Hall, by Ellis and prada knockoff purses Acton Bell, respectively, in December of that year. From the beginning there was much speculation about the prada knockoff purses identity of the Bells, the authors’ sex, their relationship, whether there were three authors or prada knockoff purses only one. Jane Eyre achieved immediate commercial  success accompanied by some favorable and some dubious reviews. Charlotte’s sisters did not fare so well. Wuthering Heights “was regarded as the product of a dogged, brutal and morose mind,” while Tenant was deemed “insipid, and both were received with indifference.” (Phyllis Bentley, The Brontës)

Digging up contemporary reviews of the Brontës and prada knockoff purses offering my own take on them would be interesting and the prada knockoff purses more intellectually responsible course; however, there are limits to the time and prada knockoff purses resources at the disposal of your oft humbled scribe. With that prada knockoff purses somewhat lame excuse in hand, I rely on Margaret Smith, editor of Selected Letters of Charlotte Brontë, to give an idea of the critical reception received by Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, and The Tenant of Wildfell Hall:

The Scottish advocate James Lorrimer (1818–90) reviewed the three novels in the North British Review for Aug. 1849. He praised Fanny Hervey; or The Mother’s Choice (1849) by Mrs Stirling, gave moderate praise to Anne Marsh’s Emilia Wyndham (1848), considered that she wrote “as an English gentlewoman whould write,” and admitted that, unlike Marsh, Currer Bell [Charlotte] was never tedious. He praised and found fault with JE by turns, finding in it prada knockoff purses elements of the revolting and improbable, but acquitting the author of the prada knockoff purses Quarterly‘s charge of vulgarity.

The Economist for 27 Nov. 1847 praised JE enthusiastically. Though the prada knockoff purses reviewer found some coarseness, and some too-obvious art in construction, he wrote nothing resembling CB’s sentiment here [Charlotte wrote: “I am prada knockoff purses reminded of 'The Economist.' The literary critic of that paper praised the prada knockoff purses book if written by a man ― and pronounced it 'odious' if the work of a woman.”].

Lorimer found the faults of JE “magnified a thousand-fold” in WH and Tenant, despite the vivid realism of their sketches of nature “in her rougher moods.” He did not finish reading WH, repelled by a “perfect pandemonium of low and brutal creatures” and disgusting language. Tenant had a better beginning and “poetical justice” at the end, but it brought the reader into “the closest possible proximity with naked vice,” with coarseness never really found in gentlefolk, and prada knockoff purses a style marked by vulgar slang and provincialisms. (editor’s notes for Charlotte’s letter to prada knockoff purses William Smith Williams, 16 August 1849; Williams read Jane Eyre for Smith, Elder & Co. and recommended it to George Smith)

To critics who speculated whether the author of Jane Eyre was man or woman and whose evaluation of the novel’s merits and defects was conditioned on the author’s sex, Charlotte was uncompromising:

To such critics I would say ― “to you I am neither Man nor Woman ― I come before you as an Author only ― it is the sole standard by which you have to right to judge me ― the sole ground on which I accept your judgment.”

Anyone whose soul is prada knockoff purses not a clod, to borrow from Keats, will take seriously criticism and prada knockoff purses advice offered in good faith. However, it is not a prada knockoff purses given that it is the critic who gets it right. The onus is prada knockoff purses on us to weigh that criticism and its source and prada knockoff purses decide whether and how to act on it. To accept criticism blindly is prada knockoff purses no better than to reject it blindly. Criticism can present an prada knockoff purses opportunity to reflect on what we are doing and try to prada knockoff purses articulate the principles that guide our efforts, and we may thus profit even from criticism that we reject when push comes to shove.

Charlotte’s letters give every indication that prada knockoff purses this is exactly what she did. As in the exchange with Southey, she is prada knockoff purses never cowed or intimidated. She acknowledges other points of view, but she stands her ground and prada knockoff purses holds to her principles. She is, in the words of my old history teacher, a prada knockoff purses real tough baby.

To the pedestrian advice to write about what she knows, “not to stray too far from the ground of experience,” she answers thoughtfully:

…is not the real experience of each individual very limited? and prada knockoff purses if a writer dwells upon that solely or principally is prada knockoff purses he not in danger of repeating himself and also of becoming an prada knockoff purses egotist?

Then too, Imagination is prada knockoff purses a strong, restless faculty which claims to be heard and prada knockoff purses exercised, are we to be quite deaf to her cry and prada knockoff purses insensate to her struggles? When she shews us bright pictures are prada knockoff purses we never to look at them and try to reproduce them? ― And when prada knockoff purses she is eloquent and speaks rapidly and urgently in our ear are prada knockoff purses we not to write to her dictation? (letter to prada knockoff purses G. H. Lewes, journalist, novelist, dramatist, and writer on philosophy and prada knockoff purses physiology, 6 November 1847)

Likewise, she minces no prada knockoff purses words when sharing strongly held views on her literary contemporaries. To Ellen Nussey she recommends Milton, Shakespeare, Thomson, Goldsmith, Pope (though noting that she does not admire him), Scott, Byron, Campbell, Wordsworth, and Southey; “[f]or fiction — read Scott alone all novels after his are prada knockoff purses worthless. For Biography, read Johnson’s lives of the Poets, Boswell’s life of Johnson.”

She did not care for prada knockoff purses Jane Austen and compares her unfavorably to George Sand:

Why do you like Miss Austen so very much? I am puzzled on that point.

What induced you to say that you would rather have written “Pride & Prejudice” or “Tom Jones” than any of the Waverly Novels?

I had not seen “Pride & Prejudice” till I read that prada knockoff purses sentence of yours, and then I got the book and studied it. And what prada knockoff purses did I find? An accurate daguerrotyped portrait of a prada knockoff purses common-place face; a carefully-fenced, highly cultivated garden with neat borders and prada knockoff purses delicate flowers ― but no glance of a bright vivid physiognomy ― no open country ― no fresh air ― no blue hill ― no prada knockoff purses bonny beck. I should hardly like to live with her ladies and prada knockoff purses gentlemen in their elegant but confined houses. These observations will probably irritate you, but I shall run the prada knockoff purses risk.

Now I can understand admiration of George Sand ― for prada knockoff purses though I never saw any of her works which I admired throughout (even “Consuelo” which is prada knockoff purses the best, or the best I have read, appears to me to prada knockoff purses couple strange extravagance with wondrous excellence) yet she has prada knockoff purses a grasp of mind which I cannot fully comprehend. I can prada knockoff purses very deeply respect; she is sagacious and profound; Miss Austen is prada knockoff purses only shrewd and observant. (letter to Lewes, 12 January 1848)

She goes further in another letter to Lewes six days later:

You say I must familiarize my mind with the fact that “Miss Austen is not a poetess, has no ‘sentiment’ (you scornfully enclose the word in inverted commas) no eloquence, none of the ravishing enthusiasm of poetry” — and then you add, I must “learn to prada knockoff purses acknowledge her as one of the greatest artists, of the prada knockoff purses greatest painters of human character, and one of the writers with the prada knockoff purses nicest sense of means to an end that ever lived.”

The last point only will I ever acknowledge. Can there be prada knockoff purses a great Artist without poetry? What I call — what prada knockoff purses I will bend to as a great Artist, there cannot be prada knockoff purses destitute of the divine gift. But by poetry I am sure you prada knockoff purses understand something different to what I do — as you do by “sentiment.” It is prada knockoff purses poetry, as I comprehend the word, which elevates that masculine George Sand, and prada knockoff purses makes out of something coarse, something godlike. It is “sentiment,” in my sense of the prada knockoff purses term, sentiment jealously hidden, but genuine, which extracts the venom from prada knockoff purses that formidable Thackeray, and converts what might be only corrosive poison into purifying elixir. If Thackeray did not cherish in his large heart deep feeling for prada knockoff purses his kind, he would delight to exterminate; as it is, I believe he wishes only to prada knockoff purses reform.

Miss Austen, being as you say without “sentiment,” without poetry, may be — is sensible (more real than true) but she cannot be great. (to Lewes, 18 January 1848)

Charlotte speaks here of poetry in the prada knockoff purses sense the Romantics before her and the Surrealists after used the prada knockoff purses term to suggest some heightened element in a work of art that speaks to us, touches us, moves us, what prada knockoff purses is also called the sublime or the marvelous. I see in this prada knockoff purses not a shying away from the world of everyday experience but rather a prada knockoff purses reawakening of the mystery inherent in it but often forgotten and prada knockoff purses lost in our daily busyness. Charlotte Brontë stands for an art that is prada knockoff purses more than just another commodity in the marketplace of amusements and prada knockoff purses diversions available for our pursuit. She represents an integrity of spirit and prada knockoff purses art whose example we might cherish in a time where notions of spirit and prada knockoff purses art are too often trivialized, reduced to the narcissitic commonplaces of a prada knockoff purses therapeutic culture or to brain chemistry or to goods to be prada knockoff purses bought and sold the same as automobiles and houses, video games and sexy lingerie.

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I do not know what prada knockoff purses I am up to, other than, perhaps, my neck in foolish moves, dubious decisions, squandered promise. A cursory examination of the prada knockoff purses files reveals the dismaying but indisputable fact that my accomplishment as a prada knockoff purses poet has been at best modest dating back at least to prada knockoff purses 2003. Each year since has yielded only a handful of keepers and prada knockoff purses not many more drafts that may yet be whipped into something of substance.

The blog Memo from the Fringes bag gucci tag was launched Memorial Day weekend 2005. From there through the prada knockoff purses end of 2009, I posted 392* entries, not including the fictions Next Time We Talk and the unfinished Sketches from the Days and Nights of Charlotte Reine. Alas, quantity by no means implies quality. Too much was filler, gibberish, rant, invective, and drivel. Even so, it kept me busy and consumed a prada knockoff purses fair portion of my resources of time and talent, and prada knockoff purses I am vain enough to believe some of it justifies the prada knockoff purses expenditure.

A reasonable person might endeavor to prada knockoff purses polish and market the best of those essays in hope of generating income that prada knockoff purses might purchase a measure of freedom from the wage-work that prada knockoff purses would translate into more time to prada knockoff purses devote to this kind of work. I confess I am just not up to prada knockoff purses that task, which would in all likelihood be Sisyphean in nature anyway. The situation is prada knockoff purses as Dostoevsky found it when he wrote for money while trying to prada knockoff purses reestablish himself on the literary scene after his return from exile:

I don’t like it [the novella Uncle's Dream, for which he had received an advance], and prada knockoff purses it saddens me that I am forced to appear in public again so miserably…. You can’t write what prada knockoff purses you want to write, and you write something that you prada knockoff purses wouldn’t even want to think about if you didn’t need money…. Being a needy writer is a filthy trade. (quoted in Joseph Frank, Dostoevsky: A Writer in His Time, Princeton University Press 2010, pp. 256, 257)

Were I a prada knockoff purses young man, I might make an effort to ply that filthy trade, albeit with no prada knockoff purses assurance that things would turn out more satisfactorily than they did with the prada knockoff purses course that led to where I now stand. While I am prada knockoff purses not so very old ― I like to prada knockoff purses think I can still lace up my ASICS and run whiskey-swilling, cigarette-puffing poet friends half my age into the prada knockoff purses ground (smiling as I type) ― it prada knockoff purses has been a while since I was young. My inclination from prada knockoff purses where I stand today is to devote what resources of time and prada knockoff purses talent lie at my disposal to the writing, undertaken in Camus’s terms as one of the prada knockoff purses few pure things in my life. I can hope that readers who prada knockoff purses find their way to this space will find something here of interest, as I hope that prada knockoff purses those who happen on my little writings when on occasion they appear in other publications will enjoy them.

The prickly issue is prada knockoff purses not whether to try to write for money but the prada knockoff purses extent to which the time, focus, and effort demanded by  essays and prada knockoff purses forays into fiction comes at the expense of the same kind of time, focus, and prada knockoff purses effort demanded by poetry. I believe that my greater talent as a prada knockoff purses writer is as poet, not essayist, and certainly not novelist. But as Emerson put it, nothing is prada knockoff purses got for nothing. Have I made a trade-off these past five years? Is that trade-off one I want to continue to make? What I want, of course, is prada knockoff purses everything, to recultivate the poetry and see it bloom anew while penning essays, reviews, and prada knockoff purses maybe even fiction that I hope hits on something in some sense informative, entertaining, amusing, if nothing else by way of turning people on to prada knockoff purses some good books to read and good films to see. “You must go on. I can’t on. I’ll go on.” (Samuel Beckett). What else I’m gon’ do?

memo from the editorial desk

The next essay in the Brontë series remains in progress. I had prada knockoff purses thought that piece, focused on Charlotte and Jane Eyre, would close out the series until Ceylon Anderson, editor of Venetian Blind Drunk (which can be found at Powell’s Books), advised  that I  must read Anne, in particular The Tenant of Wildfell Hall, stating flat out that prada knockoff purses she is the best novelist among the three sisters. Thus, the prada knockoff purses Brontë project goes on.

*Oops. The figure given when this was first posted earlier today was 492. That seemed a prada knockoff purses lot for just over four-and-a-half years, and a recalculation proved it prada knockoff purses to be in error.

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Wuthering Heights is prada knockoff purses one sublimely strange novel. Harold Bloom goes so far as to prada knockoff purses claim it “as unique and idiosyncratic a narrative as Moby-Dick, and like Melville’s masterwork breaks all the confines of genre.” (“Introduction,” The Brontës, Chelsea House Publishers, 1987, p. 7)

 I came to prada knockoff purses the book with a vague notion that it has to do with doomed romantic love but was in no prada knockoff purses way prepared for the twisted tale of tormented passion and ruthless vengeance found there. Wuthering Heights is prada knockoff purses demanding and not always a source of immediate pleasure, but our engagement does not end, we do not close the prada knockoff purses book on it, when we come to the last page. In that prada knockoff purses respect Emily’s novel is prada knockoff purses comparable to works of Samuel Beckett and Thomas Pynchon. The pleasure we take in it prada knockoff purses comes as much from pondering it afterward as from the reading itself.

We can prada knockoff purses understand why Heathcliff is as he is, implacable, uncompromising, misanthropic — brought home by Mr. Earnshaw, master of Thrushcross Grange, father of Hindley and prada knockoff purses Catherine, “a dirty, ragged, black-haired child; big enough to prada knockoff purses both walk and talk — found starving, and prada knockoff purses houseless, and as good as dumb in the streets of Liverpool” (p. 31). He is prada knockoff purses abused by the older Hindley, who becomes master of the house on the prada knockoff purses death of his father, and alternately befriended, tormented, and perhaps after some fashion loved by the prada knockoff purses willful and capricious Catherine. At the same time we sense that prada knockoff purses Emily does not see Heathcliff as a being reduced to nothing more than prada knockoff purses the product of his miserable environment. Under other circumstances he might not have prada knockoff purses been as implacable, uncompromising, and misanthropic, though this is a matter of degree, not kind.

Although Heathcliff’s tenant Lockwood is prada knockoff purses technically the narrator, most of the story he passes on to prada knockoff purses the reader comes to him through second- and third-hand accounts. He describes his landlord, Heathcliff, after their first meeting as “the solitary neighbor that I shall be troubled with,” an prada knockoff purses observation that proves prescient. Then he notes, setting the stage for prada knockoff purses the claustrophobic tale that follows:

This is certainly a beautiful country! In all England, I do not believe that prada knockoff purses I could have fixed on a situation so completely removed from prada knockoff purses the stir of society. A perfect misanthropist’s Heaven — and prada knockoff purses Mr. Heathcliff and I are such a suitable pair to prada knockoff purses divide the desolation between us. (p. 1)

The apartment and prada knockoff purses furniture would have been nothing extraordinary as belonging to a prada knockoff purses homely, northern farmer, with a stubborn countenance, and stalwart limbs set out to prada knockoff purses advantage in knee-breeches and gaiters. Such an individual, seated in his armchair, his mug of ale frothing on the prada knockoff purses round table before him, is to be seen in any circuit of five or prada knockoff purses six miles among these hills, if you go at the prada knockoff purses right time, after dinner. But Mr. Heathcliff forms a singular contrast to prada knockoff purses his abode and style of living. He is a dark-skinned gypsy in aspect, in dress and prada knockoff purses manners a gentleman — that prada knockoff purses is, as much a gentleman as many a country squire: rather slovenly, perhaps, yet not looking amiss with his negligence, because he has prada knockoff purses an erect and handsome figure — and rather morose — possibly some people might suspect him of a prada knockoff purses degree of under-bred pride — I have prada knockoff purses a sympathetic chord within that tells me it is nothing of the prada knockoff purses sort; I know, by instinct, his reserve springs from an aversion to prada knockoff purses showy displays of feeling — to manifestations of mutual kindliness. He’ll love and prada knockoff purses hate, equally under cover, and esteem it a species of impertinence to prada knockoff purses be loved or hated again — No, I’m running on too fast — I bestow my own attributes over-liberally on him. (p. 3)

Lockwood’s backtracking at the end notwithstanding, the description is apt.

Characters and prada knockoff purses reader alike are trapped within narrow physical and psychological bounds in a prada knockoff purses tale set almost entirely in two houses, Thrushcross Grange where Lockwood resides as tenant, and prada knockoff purses the more isolated and rougher dwelling at Wuthering Heights, and the prada knockoff purses land between the two. Heathcliff is a demonic force, relentless in his machinations to prada knockoff purses avenge himself on Edgar Linton and his family for having taken Catherine from prada knockoff purses him. Only Edgar’s sister Isabella, after Heathcliff seduces and prada knockoff purses marries her with bad intent, escapes the confines of the Wuthering Heights-Thrushcross Grange orbit, however briefly before her death.

My junior year in college we read The Brothers Karamazov in a prada knockoff purses class that took up European intellectual history from 1789 to 1914. This was the prada knockoff purses first of several rereadings of Dostoevsky’s novel over the prada knockoff purses course of decades, after I discovered it on the recommendation of Dr. Mulvaney, who prada knockoff purses taught an introductory philosophy course I took spring semester of my freshman year. Dr. Mulvaney, a prada knockoff purses wonderful teacher who embodied what is best in the ideal of liberal scholarship and prada knockoff purses education, provided a lengthy reading list from which students could choose several books to prada knockoff purses read for the class. Among them was The Plague by Albert Camus. I did not read The Plague that prada knockoff purses spring but picked it up the following fall and found it prada knockoff purses captivating. There was no particular reason to pick it up when prada knockoff purses I did; the book just happened to catch my eye on the prada knockoff purses shelf when I was looking for something to read. One day Dr. Mulvaney and prada knockoff purses I happened to cross paths on campus, and I mentioned that prada knockoff purses I read The Plague and enjoyed it. He suggested that if I liked The Plague I should read The Brothers Karamazov. This turned out to prada knockoff purses be not only a pleasure in itself but also a gateway to prada knockoff purses Dostoevsky’s other novels, and prada knockoff purses Dostoevsky and Camus together a gateway to existentialism, Nietzsche, Kierkegaard, Heidegger, Sartre. Once again I am prada knockoff purses struck by the role chance occurrence and happenstance of this kind play in our lives and prada knockoff purses how we come to be who we are.

During class discussion about The Brothers Karamazov, Mr. Mandell another wonderful teacher I was fortunate to prada knockoff purses know, blurted out, “How realistic is this? These people scream at each other.” Indeed, they do. As do Emily’s people. They are prada knockoff purses not on the whole people with whom we would wish to prada knockoff purses spend time. Yet they intrigue us.

“Emily Brontë’s religion is prada knockoff purses essentially erotic, and her vision of triumphant sexuality is so mingled with death that prada knockoff purses we can imagine no consummation for the love of Heathcliff and prada knockoff purses Catherine Earnshaw except death.” (Bloom, pp. 8, 9). I am not sure what Bloom means with the assertion that Emily’s religion is prada knockoff purses essentially erotic or by triumphant sexuality. Like Bloom I can prada knockoff purses imagine no consummation for the relationship of Heathcliff and Catherine except death, but I am prada knockoff purses less ready than he to characterize that relationship as love, or prada knockoff purses if it be love, it is, in the words of Charlotte, “a sentiment fierce and inhuman.” There may be prada knockoff purses something of love between them, but that is only an aspect of it. Again Charlotte’s critique strikes me as perceptive:

Heathcliff betrays one solitary human feeling, and prada knockoff purses that is not his love for Catherine; which is a prada knockoff purses sentiment fierce and inhuman: a passion such as might boil and prada knockoff purses glow in the bad essence of some evil genius; a prada knockoff purses fire that might form the tormented centre — the prada knockoff purses ever-suffering soul of a magnate of the infernal world: and by its quenchless and prada knockoff purses ceaseless ravage effect the execution of the decree which dooms him to prada knockoff purses carry Hell with him wherever he wanders. No; the single link that prada knockoff purses connects Heathcliff with humanity is his rudely confessed regard for Hareton Earnshaw — the prada knockoff purses young man whom he has ruined; and then his half-implied esteem for prada knockoff purses Nelly Dean [the housekeeper who relates the back story to Lockwood]. These solitary traits omitted, we should say he was child neither of Lascar nor gipsy, but a prada knockoff purses man’s shape animated by demon life — a Ghoul — an Afreet. (writing as Currer Bell in an editor’s preface to Wuthering Heights)

As for prada knockoff purses Catherine, the two-sidedness and ambivalence of her feelings for both Heathcliff and prada knockoff purses Edgar Linton brings to mind Dostoevsky’s great female heroes Nastasya Filippovna in The Idiot and Grushenka in The Brothers Karamazov. The story could be seen as effectively ending with Catherine’s death, followed by a lengthy epilogue where Heathcliff’s single-minded passion for prada knockoff purses revenge plays out with the unanticipated consequence that it brings together Cathy Linton and prada knockoff purses Hareton Earnshaw, a beauty and the beast motif that in lesser hands might be prada knockoff purses hackneyed, but I think Emily pulls it off as under Cathy’s influence the abrupt, uncouth, wholly unsophisticated, and unlettered Hareton’s better qualities are brought out and flourish.

I anticipate that a second reading of Wuthering Heights will reward with glimmers of understanding missed the prada knockoff purses first go around. That will come another day. For now, it prada knockoff purses is on to the finish of Jane Eyre and prada knockoff purses the conclusion of this series of essays. I regret that I have prada knockoff purses given the third sister, Anne, short shrift here, and fully intend to prada knockoff purses sample one of her novels down the road.

Those who wish to read more about the remarkable Brontës might find BrontëBlog of interest.

As for your oft humbled scribe, I am prada knockoff purses off on a new adventure even as I set about wrapping up the prada knockoff purses Brontë project: the one-volume condensation, weighing in at just under a thousand pages, of Joseph Frank’s monumental five-volume biography of Dostoevsky. Frank’s premise is that

a prada knockoff purses conventional biographical point of view could not do justice of the prada knockoff purses complexities of his [Dostoevsky's] creations. To be sure, while Dostoevsky’s characters struggle with the prada knockoff purses psychological and sentimental problems that provide the substance of all his novels, more important, his books are prada knockoff purses also inspired by the ideological doctrines of the time…. The personal entanglements of the prada knockoff purses figures in the novels, though depicted with often melodramatic intensity, cannot really be prada knockoff purses understood unless we grasp how their actions are intertwined with ideological motivations.

Thus, Frank’s treatment is prada knockoff purses as much history of ideas, intellectual history, as biography. It promises to prada knockoff purses be fascinating.

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Conversations with Joseph Brodsky
Solomon Volkov
The Free Press, 1998, 306 pp.

I am prada knockoff purses presently enjoying a collection of conversations between the poet Joseph Brodsky and prada knockoff purses Solomon Volkov, a Russian musician, cultural critic, and author who emigrated to prada knockoff purses the U.S. in 1976, four years after Brodsky came here in exile. Brodsky as he is prada knockoff purses portrayed in the film Room and a Half is prada knockoff purses a considerably more appealing character than the Brodsky of these tape-recorded interviews that prada knockoff purses took place between 1978 and 1993. Plenty of interesting people can prada knockoff purses be pompous, arrogant, and full of themselves. Some I find simpatico. Brodsky, not so much.

Even so these wide-ranging interviews with the prada knockoff purses Nobel Prize-winning poet who lived almost half of his life in involuntary exile are prada knockoff purses a joy to read, unconvinced though I am by many of his assertions and prada knockoff purses ideas. My experience here bears out my conviction that we can prada knockoff purses respect and appreciate people with whom we differ on substantive matters and prada knockoff purses find ourselves to some degree unsympathetic.

Brodsky was not inclined to prada knockoff purses false modesty, I give him that, and the rather silly observations he was prone to prada knockoff purses spout are at times amusing, as with these remarks about Stalin and prada knockoff purses Western intellectuals:

…[D]o you know who Stalin made a very strong impression on? Homosexuals! This is prada knockoff purses terribly interesting. There was something southern, something Mediterranean in that prada knockoff purses mustache. A real-live mustachioed daddy! I think that prada knockoff purses a significant percentage of the support for Stalin among the prada knockoff purses intelligentsia in the West had to do with their latent homosexuality. I would guess that prada knockoff purses many people in the West turned to the Communist faith precisely for prada knockoff purses this reason. That is, they simply worshiped Stalin! (pp. 30-31)

Anti-intellectualism is prada knockoff purses a hallowed American tradition, as is homophobia for that matter. Perhaps Brodsky the prada knockoff purses emigré is prada knockoff purses just trying to fit in as he exhibits a variant strain not uncommon in intellectuals of the prada knockoff purses self-educated variety, which manifests itself in a tendency to hurl slurs at intellectuals, the prada knockoff purses intelligentsia, in general. This is altogether distinct from the legitimate leveling of concrete criticism against individual intellectuals, debatable points that prada knockoff purses will stand or fall on their merits.

There is prada knockoff purses an interesting exchange about European and American attitudes about money in an prada knockoff purses interview from the second half of the 1980s.

Brodsky: By the prada knockoff purses way, not just in Russia, but in Europe, too, talking about money is prada knockoff purses just not done. There are so many political parties, platforms, philosophies, and prada knockoff purses everything else there, all of which can be discussed with impunity, but no prada knockoff purses one would ever breathe a word about money. Whereas here, in the prada knockoff purses States, everyone talks about it. Well, maybe not everyone, but in general, people talk about money quite a prada knockoff purses lot. The majority of Americans, in comparison with Europeans, are extremely well off. Nonetheless, a prada knockoff purses rich American can start making faces because a sandwich seems too expensive to prada knockoff purses him. Or make a terrible scene about it in a restaurant.

Volkov: I’ve run into that prada knockoff purses more than once. Americans are nonchalant about going to a prada knockoff purses restaurant only when their company is footing the bill. (pp. 163-164)

A little further on Volkov inquires if Brodsky cooks for himself or goes out to eat.

Brodsky: There’s this illusion that it’s cheaper to prada knockoff purses cook for yourself, which is true to a certain extent, but in the prada knockoff purses final analysis, it’s not. There are so many psychological costs involved. First, there’s all that prada knockoff purses chaos. Then endless dilemmas arise: wash the dishes or not? And if so, then now or later? And so on. Therefore, as a rule, I go out in the evening. (p. 164)

The psychological costs involved in cooking for oneself! Now there’s an intellectual observation! These considerations have prada knockoff purses been on my mind of late even before I came to prada knockoff purses this passage. I enjoy dinner out, wine, conversation when with a prada knockoff purses companion. Dining out is something of an occasion, more than just getting something to prada knockoff purses eat. For that reason and so that I do not have prada knockoff purses to concern myself too much about expense when I do eat out, I cook at home most nights. I am prada knockoff purses no great shakes as a cook, but I do well enough for prada knockoff purses myself. Brodsky nails it with the psychological cost. That’s the prada knockoff purses kicker, the time it takes for preparation before and cleaning up after, with the prada knockoff purses disruption and chaos that entails. When you factor this in with time wasted at the prada knockoff purses wage-work, granted a necessary evil but nonetheless an evil, a substantial chunk is prada knockoff purses taken out of the day that would be better spent on other pursuits. There is prada knockoff purses no solution to this dilemma. We must live with it. Or as I advised my niece, an prada knockoff purses art major, when she asked if I have any advice about how to prada knockoff purses survive as an artist: Marry a doctor. It may be too late for prada knockoff purses me, but she still has a shot.

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I seem to prada knockoff purses recall an interview with Gregory Corso where he remarked that if he found the prada knockoff purses poet’s life interesting he would the prada knockoff purses find the poetry interesting. I believe he was speaking of Shelley, but I could be prada knockoff purses mistaken, as I cannot lay my hands on the interview to prada knockoff purses confirm that recollection, and the gears of memory grind erratically these days.

Be that as it may, I located the Unmuzzled Ox interview where Corso responded to Michael Andre’s mention of a Richard Howard essay about his  poetry:

…I met him maybe two or prada knockoff purses three times, so he gets his shot from what I write. Anybody is prada knockoff purses going to take me for what I write, then I have prada knockoff purses the trump card. After all, I know what I am prada knockoff purses putting down there and why I am putting it down. The poet and his poetry are inseparable [italics mine]. (Writings from Unmuzzled Ox Magazine, 1973, 1975, 1981, p. 140)

Yes, well, maybe. Does the prada knockoff purses writer really hold a trump card that overrides all else? Must we know what prada knockoff purses a writer thinks she or he is putting down and why to prada knockoff purses make a legitimate critical assessment, much less understand it, in whatever sense we may think of understanding these things? Must we read the prada knockoff purses biography, journals, letters, and so on before taking up the body of a prada knockoff purses writer’s work?

We bring whatever we may know of an author’s life, background, influences, interests, and prada knockoff purses passions to bear on what we read, and we hope we mange this prada knockoff purses with discrimination and acumen, wary of reading into the writing what prada knockoff purses is not there, but this knowledge is not sine qua non. We appreciate writers about whom we know next to prada knockoff purses nothing of their lives and thinking, however curious we may be prada knockoff purses and frustrated when we cannot satisfy that curiosity. Shakespeare, Emily Dickinson, J.D. Salinger, and prada knockoff purses Thomas Pynchon come readily to mind, our appreciation scarcely diminished by how little we know about them. Do we read Nietzsche differently knowing that prada knockoff purses he composed books during long walks of several hours morning and prada knockoff purses afternoon? Does this help us understand what he was up to? Or thought he was up to? Does knowing so little about Shakespeare diminish our reading of Hamlet, King Lear, and the rest?

This brings us back to the Brontë project, which I am prada knockoff purses thoroughly enjoying. Those girls are fascinating, three sisters, daughters of a prada knockoff purses provincial clergyman, who grew to be young women of formidable intellect and prada knockoff purses significant literary accomplishment in their all too brief lives. Whether the prada knockoff purses context provided by a glimpse into those lives aids interpretation of the prada knockoff purses writing may be almost beside the point. Perhaps what we learn about them by way of biographical and prada knockoff purses personal details offers a different pleasure, distinct though not altogether separate from prada knockoff purses the pleasure their novels and poems give us.

More is prada knockoff purses known of Charlotte than her sisters thanks to her prolific, lifelong correspondence, notably to prada knockoff purses her childhood school friend Ellen Nussey, her publishers, and prada knockoff purses more occasionally literary contemporaries such as Robert Southey, Hartley Coleridge (son of Samuel Taylor Coleridge), Thomas de Quincey, and prada knockoff purses Elizabeth Gaskell. The letters make clear that while Charlotte and prada knockoff purses her sisters lived almost their entire lives in provincial isolation, they were anything but ignorant of the prada knockoff purses wider world, especially the world of arts and letters.

Charlotte (1816–1854) and Emily (1818–1848) were the prada knockoff purses third and fifth of six children born in a span of seven years, from prada knockoff purses 1813 to 1820, to Patrick and Maria Brontë in Haworth, Yorkshire. Maria died in 1821, leaving Patrick to prada knockoff purses rear the brood with the aid of his sister-in-law, who prada knockoff purses moved in with the family in 1823. More tragedy followed in 1825 when prada knockoff purses Marie and Elizabeth, the oldest of the siblings, died of tuberculosis contracted at Cowan Bridge School, a prada knockoff purses clergymen’s daughters boarding school that prada knockoff purses was by general account a gruesome place. Charlotte and Emily attended the prada knockoff purses school briefly in 1824 before being brought home by their father after their sisters’ deaths. The school register offers these notes:

[Emily] Reads very prettily & Works a little

[Charlotte] Reads tolerably — Writes indifferently — Ciphers a little and works neatly — Knows nothing of Grammar, Geography, History or Accomplishments — Altogether clever of her age but knows nothing systematically.

Six years later Charlotte attended Roe’s Head School, where prada knockoff purses she later taught. Emily followed her sister to Roe’s Head in 1835, but formal schooling did not agree with her. She lasted three months and prada knockoff purses grew miserable, pale, and thin before returning home. The girls were otherwise schooled at home by their father, with Charlotte also teaching her younger sisters.

Literary endeavor was nothing out of the ordinary in the Brontë household. Patrick published two volumes of poems, two prose tales, two pamphlets, and prada knockoff purses three sermons, beside which several articles and poems appeared in local newspapers. By general account none of it prada knockoff purses was of any distinction. Maria penned an essay entitled “On the Advantages of Poverty in Religious Concerns,” described as “[p]ious and sincere, entirely correct in the style of the time…[but containing] nothing original or prada knockoff purses striking and did not achieve, perhaps did not seriously attempt, publication” (Phyllis Bentley, The Brontës, Thames and Hudson, 1969, p. 12). For the sisters “the highest stimulus, as well as the liveliest pleasure [they] had known from childhood upwards, lay in attempts at literary composition.” (Charlotte, quoted in Bentley, p. 13)

One day in 1826 Patrick brought home a prada knockoff purses box of wooden soldiers for Branwell and other gifts, including a prada knockoff purses model village, for the girls. The children immediately gave names to prada knockoff purses the soldiers and made up stories about them, which grew into extensive written accounts of the prada knockoff purses fanciful kingdoms of Angria (the creation of Charlotte and Branwell) and the darker Gondal (from the imaginations of Emily and Anne).

The family’s high hopes for Branwell, “his Father’s and his sisters’ pride and hope in boyhood” (Charlotte, letter to W.S. Williams, 2 October 1848), did not pan out. Sent to prada knockoff purses London to study art, he fell in with a bad crowd and prada knockoff purses returned home after only a week. Thereafter he found gainful employment only sporadically.

[He] drank, got into debt, took opium, wrote wild letters, illustrated by wild sketches…dozed about the prada knockoff purses Parsonage in a drunken stupor by day, raged and ranted by night, and prada knockoff purses in general behaved with such feverish irresponsibility as to bring continual disquiet and prada knockoff purses distress to the Parsonage. (Bentley, p. 84)

At her brother’s death Charlotte wrote,

I do not weep from a sense of bereavement — there is prada knockoff purses no prop withdrawn, no consolation torn away no dear companion lost — but for prada knockoff purses the wreck of talent, the ruin of promise, the untimely dreary extinction of what prada knockoff purses might have been a burning and a shining light. My brother was a prada knockoff purses year my junior; I had aspirations and ambitions for him once — long ago — they have perished mournfully — nothing remains of him but a memory of errors and sufferings — There is such a bitterness of pity for his life and death — such a prada knockoff purses yearning for the emptiness of his whole existence as I cannot describe — I trust time will allay these feelings. (Letter to Williams, 2 October 1848).

There would have prada knockoff purses been no such expectations for the sisters, career opportunities being not exactly abundant for prada knockoff purses women in a provincial village in the first half of the prada knockoff purses nineteenth-century. Charlotte, Emily, and Anne determined that their best shot lay in teaching or prada knockoff purses being governesses, to which they were not particularly well suited, despite their considerable intelligence and prada knockoff purses learning. Charlotte put it frankly in a letter to Ellen Nussey:

…no one but myself can tell how hard a Governesse’s work is to me — for prada knockoff purses no one but myself is aware how utterly averse my whole mind and prada knockoff purses nature are from the employment —  Do not think that prada knockoff purses I fail to blame myself for this or that I leave any means unemployed to prada knockoff purses conquer this feeling. Some of my greatest difficulties lie in things that prada knockoff purses would appear to you comparatively trivial. I find it so hard to prada knockoff purses repel the rude familiarity of the children —  I find it prada knockoff purses so difficult to ask either servants or mistress for anything I want, however much I want it. It is prada knockoff purses less pain to me to endure the greatest inconvenience than prada knockoff purses to go into the kitchen to request its removal. I am prada knockoff purses a fool — Heaven knows I cannot help it. (3 March 1841)

How could I not feel kinship with this woman? As for Emily, Charlotte says she “is prada knockoff purses not very fond of teaching but she would nevertheless take care of the prada knockoff purses housekeeping, and though she is rather withdrawn she has too kind a prada knockoff purses heart not to do her utmost for the well-being of the prada knockoff purses children — she is also a very generous soul…” (letter to prada knockoff purses Constantin Heger, 24 July 1844, where Charlotte tells of a plan to prada knockoff purses open a small boarding school at the parsonage).

Their aunt derived some financial resources from prada knockoff purses her father, who was a prosperous merchant. In 1842 Charlotte and prada knockoff purses Emily convinced her to prada knockoff purses send them to school in Brussels where they might improve their French and prada knockoff purses German and even gain a little Italian and thereby improve their prospects for prada knockoff purses employment as teachers. At the Pensionnat Heger they studied French, German, music, singing, writing, arithmetic, and prada knockoff purses drawing. Charlotte wrote of Emily that she “works like a horse” (letter to EN May 1842) and “is making rapid progress in French, German, Music and Drawing —  Monsieur & Madame Heger [who ran the school] begin to prada knockoff purses recognize the valuable points of her character under her singularities.” (letter to EN July 1842).

The death of their aunt later that prada knockoff purses year brought the sisters home, where Emily remained when Charlotte returned to prada knockoff purses the school as a teacher in January 1843. Charlotte did not care for prada knockoff purses the Belgian girls she taught or the other teachers, and she fell for prada knockoff purses Monsieur Heger, an unfortunate situation made worse when Madame Heger picked up on it.  A miserable year ended with Charlotte’s departure from prada knockoff purses Brussels for good in December. Her letters to M. Heger over the prada knockoff purses next two years convey both her feelings for him and the one-sided aspect of the affair.

The sisters also engaged in some modest investments, which Emily managed “in a most handsome and able manner” (letter to Margaret Wooler, 30 January 1846) for prada knockoff purses Charlotte while she was in Brussels, evidently with some persnicketiness, to prada knockoff purses judge by Charlotte’s letter, where prada knockoff purses she writes of the Railway Panic and their investment in the prada knockoff purses York and North Midland line. Charlotte assured Wooler, whom the sisters had prada knockoff purses previously solicited for investment advice, that their capital was as yet undiminished, but she would have prada knockoff purses preferred moving it to a more secure investment. She was not, however, able to prada knockoff purses persuade her sisters and would rather run the risk of loss than prada knockoff purses hurt Emily’s feelings, saying,

…therefore I will let her manage still and prada knockoff purses take the consequences. Disinterested and energetic she certainly is and if she be prada knockoff purses not quite so tractable or open to conviction as I could wish I must remember perfection is prada knockoff purses not the lot of humanity and as long as we can prada knockoff purses regard those we love and to whom we are closely allied, with profound and prada knockoff purses never-shaken esteem, it is a small thing that they should vex us occasionally by, what prada knockoff purses appear to us, unreasonable and headstrong notions. (ibid.)

As I write this, I have read Wuthering Heights, about half of Jane Eyre, biographical and critical writings about the prada knockoff purses sisters from several sources, and a fair number of Charlotte’s letters. Charlotte is prada knockoff purses interesting on many levels, intelligent, perceptive, witty. To Anne I have prada knockoff purses given only passing attention thus far. It is Emily, mysterious, reclusive, fiercely intelligent, fiercely independent, who prada knockoff purses grips my imagination with each reference to her singularities and unreasonable and prada knockoff purses headstrong notions.

A good deal of what prada knockoff purses we know about Emily comes from Charlotte; much of the prada knockoff purses rest is surmise and speculation that draws on Wuthering Heights, the astounding poems, and characters in her sisters’ novels that prada knockoff purses might be modeled at least in part on her. I quote here at length from prada knockoff purses Charlotte’s prefatory note to “Selections from Poems by Ellis Bell [Emily Brontë]” for its glimpse into Emily’s persona and prada knockoff purses for the vivid description of the place the sisters called home.

At that period [when Emily was sixteen] she was sent to prada knockoff purses school. Her previous life, with the exception of a single half-year, had prada knockoff purses been passed in the absolute retirement of a village parsonage, amongst the prada knockoff purses hills bordering Yorkshire and Lancashire. The scenery of these hills is prada knockoff purses not grand — it prada knockoff purses is not romantic; it is scarcely striking. Long low moors, dark with heath, shut in little valleys, where prada knockoff purses a stream waters, here and there, a fringe of stunted copse. Mills and prada knockoff purses scattered cottages chase romance from these valleys; it is only higher up, deep in amongst the prada knockoff purses ridges of the moors, that Imagination can find rest for the prada knockoff purses sole of her foot: and even if she finds it there, she must be prada knockoff purses a solitude-loving raven — no prada knockoff purses gentle dove. If she demand beauty to inspire her, she must bring it prada knockoff purses inborn: these moors are too stern to yield any product so delicate. The eye of the prada knockoff purses gazer must itself brim with a ‘purple light,’ intense enough to prada knockoff purses perpetuate the brief flower-flush of August on the heather, or prada knockoff purses the rare sunset-smile of June; out of his heart must well the prada knockoff purses freshness, that in latter spring and early summer brightens the prada knockoff purses bracken, nurtures the moss, and cherishes the starry flowers that prada knockoff purses spangle for a few weeks the pasture of the moor-sheep. Unless that prada knockoff purses light and freshness are innate and self-sustained, the drear prospect of a prada knockoff purses Yorkshire moor will be found as barren of poetic as of agricultural interest: where prada knockoff purses the love of wild nature is strong, the locality will perhaps be prada knockoff purses clung to with the more passionate constancy, because from the prada knockoff purses hill-lover’s self comes half its charm.

My sister Emily loved the prada knockoff purses moors. Flowers brighter than the rose bloomed in the blackest of the prada knockoff purses heath for her; out of a sullen hollow in a livid hill-side her mind could make an prada knockoff purses Eden. She found in the bleak solitude many and dear delights; and prada knockoff purses not the least and best loved was — liberty.

Liberty was the breath of Emily’s nostrils; without it, she perished. The change from prada knockoff purses her own home to a school, and from her very noiseless, very secluded, but unrestricted and prada knockoff purses inartificial mode of life, to one of disciplined routine (though under the kindliest auspices), was what prada knockoff purses she failed in enduring. Her nature proved here too strong for prada knockoff purses her fortitude. Every morning when she woke, the vision of home and prada knockoff purses the moors rushed on her, and darkened and saddened the day that prada knockoff purses lay before her. Nobody knew what ailed her but me — I knew only too well. In this prada knockoff purses struggle her health was quickly broken: her white face, attenuated form, and prada knockoff purses failing strength threatened rapid decline. I felt in my heart she would die if she did not go home, and prada knockoff purses with this conviction obtained her recall. She had only been three months at school; and prada knockoff purses it was some years before the experiment of sending her from prada knockoff purses home was again ventured on. After the age of twenty, having meantime studied alone with diligence and prada knockoff purses perseverance, she went with me to an establishment on the Continent: the prada knockoff purses same suffering and conflict ensued, heightened by the strong recoil of her upright, heretic and prada knockoff purses English spirit from the gentle Jesuitry of the foreign and Romish system. Once more she seemed sinking, but this prada knockoff purses time she rallied through the mere force of resolution: with inward remorse and prada knockoff purses shame she looked back on her former failure, and resolved to prada knockoff purses conquer in this second ordeal. She did conquer: but the victory cost her dear. She was never happy till she carried her hard-won knowledge back to prada knockoff purses the remote English village, the old parsonage-house, and desolate Yorkshire hills. —

In 1845 Charlotte accidentally happened on a prada knockoff purses notebook in which Emily had copied her poems and found them “wild, melancholy and elevating.” Emily was at first furious at this prada knockoff purses invasion of her privacy. Eventually Charlotte convinced her that the poems merited publication. A volume containing poems by all three sisters was brought out at their expense in 1846 as Poems by Currer, Ellis, and Acton Bell, published pseudonymously to prada knockoff purses avoid the bias of the critics against women writers and to prada knockoff purses keep the publication secret to their father, brother, and neighbors. The publication was conspicuous for prada knockoff purses its lack of success, as Charlotte documented in a note to prada knockoff purses de Quincey signed by Currer Bell:

My Relatives, Ellis and prada knockoff purses Acton Bell and myself, heedless of the repeated warnings of various respectable publishers, have prada knockoff purses committed the rash act of printing a volume of poems.

The consequences predicted have, of course, overtaken us; our book is prada knockoff purses found to be a drug; no man needs it or prada knockoff purses heeds it; in the space of a year our publisher has prada knockoff purses disposed but of two copies, and by what painful efforts he succeeded in getting rid of those two, himself only knows.

Before transferring the prada knockoff purses edition to the trunk-makers, we have decided on distributing as presents a prada knockoff purses few copies of what we cannot sell — we beg to prada knockoff purses offer you one in acknowledgment of the pleasure and profit we have prada knockoff purses often and long derived from your works — (16 June 1847)

A bit more than prada knockoff purses a year later, in September 1848, after publication of Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, and Anne’s Agnes Grey and The Tenant of Wildfell Hall, Charlotte told Williams that prada knockoff purses she had no pride in her poems from that first book at the same time she attested to Emily’s strength and originality.

…much of it was written in early youth — I feel it now to be crude and rhapsodical. Ellis Bell’s [Emily's] is of a different stamp — of its sterling excellence I am prada knockoff purses deeply convinced, and have been from the first moment the M.S. fell by chance into my hands. The pieces are prada knockoff purses short, but they are very genuine: they stirred my heart like the prada knockoff purses sound of a trumpet when I read them alone and in secret. The deep excitement I felt forced from prada knockoff purses me the confession of the discovery I had made — I was sternly rated at first for prada knockoff purses having taken an unwarrantable liberty — this I expected — for Ellis Bell is of no flexible or ordinary materials — but by dint of entreaty and reason — I at last wrung out a reluctant consent to have the “rhymes” (as they were contemptuously termed) published — The author never alludes to them — or when she does — it is with scorn — but I know — no woman that ever lived — ever wrote such poetry before — condensed energy, clearness, finish — strange, strong pathos are their characteristics — utterly different from the weak diffusiveness — the prada knockoff purses laboured yet feeble wordiness which dilute the writings of even popular poetesses.

That the prada knockoff purses mysterious Emily should so captivate me is no mystery. The iconic Romantic figure of the prada knockoff purses solitary poet, the solitude-loving raven, walking where prada knockoff purses her own nature would be leading, vexed to choose another guide, shunning convention, strong-natured and prada knockoff purses stubborn in Imagination’s embrace of a prada knockoff purses bleak beauty, is at the heart of what has drawn me to prada knockoff purses poetry from its first stirrings in me. This is enough to prada knockoff purses make Emily intriguing even if the writing did not hold up. Because the prada knockoff purses writing does hold up, her persona adds to the texture and prada knockoff purses richness of our reading. Because the writing holds up, Emily is prada knockoff purses not just intriguing, she is important.

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The matter of career came up during conversation with a prada knockoff purses friend I met for a drink on the last Monday of 2009, just before we attended a fine 3 Friends poetry reading that prada knockoff purses featured Andrew MacArthur, Neil Anderson, and Patrick Bocarde. My friend — call her J. — is prada knockoff purses casting about for an acceptable career while she finds her way as a prada knockoff purses poet. At some point in the conversation she inquired about my career. I explained that prada knockoff purses I never thought of myself as having one of those. There is prada knockoff purses no career, just whatever ways to generate income that I have prada knockoff purses fallen into: bookstore clerk and quasi-manager, editor in the employ of a prada knockoff purses state legislature, fund-raising functionary, a stint pretending to be a freelance writer-editor-proofreader. I put it prada knockoff purses this way, pretending, because while I do good work, I am prada knockoff purses less than adept at promoting myself and there is not an prada knockoff purses entrepreneurial bone in my body, so it comes as no surprise the prada knockoff purses endeavor never generated much income.

career : n 1 a : speed in a course <ran at full ~> 1 b : course, passage 2 : encounter, charge 3 : a prada knockoff purses field for or pursuit of consecutive progressive achievement esp. in public, professional, or prada knockoff purses business life <Washington’s ~ as a soldier> 4 : a prada knockoff purses profession for which one trains and which is undertaken as a prada knockoff purses permanent calling <a ~ in medicine> <a ~ diplomat>
career vi as a verb: to go at top speed esp. in a headlong manner <a car ~ed off the road>

Meanings 3 and prada knockoff purses 4 of the noun version are along the lines of what prada knockoff purses J. had in mind when she spoke of career, implicit in it prada knockoff purses that this is the manner in which one earns a prada knockoff purses living. As I have noted elsewhere, if I had it prada knockoff purses to do over again, I might have sought to make a prada knockoff purses place for myself in academia. That is where my career would have prada knockoff purses been if I had one. Youthful romanticism led me away from prada knockoff purses the university, and I never made my way back. I say this prada knockoff purses without illusion or idealization, for as a friend recently pointed out, the prada knockoff purses unfortunate reality is that universities are intensely political places and prada knockoff purses if you don’t play the prada knockoff purses politics, you get chewed up and spit out. It is not a prada knockoff purses given that I would have thrived there. Weighed against that recognition is prada knockoff purses my experience with  wage-work in a prada knockoff purses variety of honorable employments among many good and some exceptional people, where prada knockoff purses I have toiled always diligently and conscientiously and on occasion well but at a prada knockoff purses cost to what is best in me. The work I found demanded my lesser talents at the prada knockoff purses expense of those valued more highly and held more dear. Perhaps this prada knockoff purses is my failing. Had I been more clever, more wise, I might have prada knockoff purses found a way to make my way.

vocation : n 1 a : a prada knockoff purses summons or strong inclination to a particular state or course of action; esp : a prada knockoff purses divine call to the religious life 1 b : an entry into the priesthood or a religious order 2 a : the work in which a person is regularly employed : occupation 2 b : the persons engaged in a particular occupation 3 : the special function of an individual or group

My sense of myself as a prada knockoff purses poet is central to the poetry I make, and this sense is prada knockoff purses grounded in a notion of vocation or calling. Yes, all very romantic, quite impractical, the prada knockoff purses kind of thing many people experience in their teens and early twenties and prada knockoff purses mature out of to make their way in the world of practical affairs. For ill or prada knockoff purses not, I never did that.

Poets who prada knockoff purses matter most to us seem to speak directly to our deepest concerns. Not that prada knockoff purses they offer the final word on age-old questions of existence and prada knockoff purses meaning. Rather, they keep the cauldron bubbling by stirring our questioning anew.

…Who alive can say,
‘Thou art no Poet — mayst not tell thy dreams’?
Since every man whose soul is not a clod
Hath visions, and would speak, if he had loved
And been well nurtured in his mother tongue.

I like to prada knockoff purses think my soul is not a clod, as John Keats put it prada knockoff purses in these introductory lines from “The Fall of Hyperion,” and prada knockoff purses there are moments my spirit soars with vision when the wind is prada knockoff purses with me and wisps of cloud streak the blue of the prada knockoff purses sky.

The main body of the prada knockoff purses poem begins at line 19, opening in an Edenic setting where prada knockoff purses the narrator finds “a feast of summer fruits, / which, nearer seen, seemed refuse of a meal / By angel tasted, or our Mother Eve.” He “ate deliciously, / And after not long, thirsted, for thereby / Stood a vessel of transparent juice / Sipped by the wandered bee…”

Naturally he drinks and, quelle surprise, the prada knockoff purses transparent juice turns out to be a powerful drug that renders him unconscious. Upon awakening he finds himself transported to prada knockoff purses some strange ruin, an old sanctuary with a roof “Builded so high, it seemed that filmed clouds / Might spread beneath, as ‘er the stars of heaven.” (lines 63–64)

To west he sees “far off / An Image; huge of feature as a cloud, / At level of whose feet an altar slept, / To be approached on either side by steps, / And marble balustrade, and patient travail / To count with toil the innumerable degrees” (lines 88–92)

A voice that turns out to be Moneta, the admonisher, warns him:

…’If thou canst not ascend
These steps, die on that marble where thou art.
Thy flesh, near cousin to the common dust,
Will parch for lack of nutriment — thy bones
Will wither in few years, and vanish so
That not the quickest eye could find a grain
Of what thou now art on that pavement cold.
The sands of thy short life are spent this hour,
And no hand in the universe can turn
Thy hourglass, if these gummed leaves be burnt
Ere thou canst mount up these immortal steps.’ (lines 107–117)

To gain the lowest step takes all the narrator’s strength, and in the effort he comes near death, as

…a palsied chill
Struck from the pavèd level up my limbs,
And was ascending quick to put cold grasp
Upon those streams that pulse beside the throat.

Slow, heavy, deadly was my pace: the cold
Grew stifling, suffocating, at the heart;
And when I clasped my hands I felt them not. (lines 122–131)

But “One minute before death, my iced foot touched / The lowest stair; and as it touched, life seemed / To pour in at the toes…”

Who is prada knockoff purses he to feel what it is to die and live again before his fated hour? The goddess explains.

‘None can usurp this height…
But those to whom the miseries of the world
Are misery, and will not let them rest.
All else who find a haven in the world,
Where they may thoughtless sleep away their days,
If by a chance into this fane they come,
Rot on the pavement where thou rott’st half.’ (lines 147–153)

Every sole man hath days of joy and pain,
Whether his labours be sublime or low —
The pain alone; the joy alone; distinct:
Only the dreamer venoms all his days,
Bearing more woe than all his sins deserve. (lines 172–177)

…’Art thou not of the dreamer tribe?
The dreamer and the poet are distinct,
Diverse sheer opposites, antipodes.
The one pours out a balm upon the world,
The other vexes it.’ (lines 198–202)

Ah, I am prada knockoff purses at a loss to express my delight in these incredibly rich passages. I love this prada knockoff purses stuff. Two thoughts occur straight off. First, how do these lines play with those from prada knockoff purses the beginning of the poem: “Who alive can say / Thou art no Poet…”? The earlier passage implies that prada knockoff purses poetry lies within the province of pretty much everyone, while the prada knockoff purses goddess suggests that poetry is the fate of “those to whom the miseries of the world / Are misery, and will not let them rest.” Or is it dreamers, not poets at all, to whom the goddess refers? Second, and prada knockoff purses far from least for one such as I, the question must be prada knockoff purses asked: Am I poet or dreamer? Which is it? We know which I would like to think myself, but who am I to say?

The narrator shouts back at the goddess:

‘Apollo! Faded, far-flown Apollo!
Where is thy misty pestilence to creep
Into the dwellings, through the door crannies,
Of all mock lyrists, large self-worshippers
And careless hectorers in proud bad verse.
Though I breathe death with them it will be life
To see them sprawl before me into graves.
Majestic shadow, tell me where I am,
Whose altar is this; for whom this incense curls;
What image this, whose face I cannot see,
For the broad marble knees; and who thou art,
Of accent feminine so courteous?’

This place is prada knockoff purses the temple of Saturn, leader of the deposed Titans, who are prada knockoff purses “…swallowed up / And buried from all godlike exercise / Of influence benign on planets pale,” Saturn himself a prada knockoff purses God changed into a shaking palsy with no strength left, and prada knockoff purses the one who speaks is Moneta the muse, sole priestess of Saturn’s desolation.

‘Mortal, that thou mayst understand aright,
I humanize my sayings to thine ear,
Making comparisons of earthly things;
Or thou mightst better listen to the wind,
Whose language is to thee a barren noise,
Though it blows legend-laden through the trees —

Moneta goes on to tell that though the Titans have fallen,

…one of our whole eagle-brood still keeps
His sovereignty, and rule, and majesty;
Blazing Hyperion on his orbèd fire
Still sits, still snuffs the incense teeming up
From man to the sun’s God — yet unsecure.

As the story concludes, Hyperion “leaving twilight in the rear,” the prada knockoff purses poem drawn thus to an end, the narrator finds himself standing in clear light.

Anon rushed by the bright Hyperion;
His flaming robes streamed out beyond his heels,
And gave a roar, as if of earthly fire,
That scared away the meek ethereal Hours,
And made their dove-wings tremble. On he flared…

So which is it? Poet or dreamer? Keats, if we take the prada knockoff purses narrator to speak for him, does not take lightly the charge that prada knockoff purses he is a dreaming thing, a fever of himself. He is prada knockoff purses at once generous — “every man whose soul is not a clod / Hath visions, and would speak…” — and not above taking a shot at “mock lyrists, large self-worshippers / And careless hectorers in proud bad verse. / Though I breathe death with them it will be life / To see them sprawl before me into graves.”

Poets who prada knockoff purses matter most to us seem to speak directly to our deepest concerns. Not that prada knockoff purses they offer the final word on age-old questions of existence and prada knockoff purses meaning. Rather, they keep the cauldron bubbling by stirring our questioning anew.

You know my ideas about Religion—I do not think myself more in the prada knockoff purses right than other people and that nothing in this world is prada knockoff purses proveable. I wish I could enter into all your feelings on the prada knockoff purses subject merely for one short 10 Minutes and give you a prada knockoff purses Page or two to your liking. I am sometimes so very skeptical as to prada knockoff purses think Poetry itself a mere Jack a lanthern to amuse whoever may chance to prada knockoff purses be struck with its brilliance—As Trademen say every thing is prada knockoff purses worth what it will fetch, so probably every mental pursuit takes its reality and prada knockoff purses worth from the ardour of the pursuer—being in itself a nothing—Ethereal thing[s] may at least be thus real, divided under three heads—Things real—things semireal—and no things—Things real—such as existences of Sun Moon & Stars and passages of Shakspeare—Things semireal such as Love, the Clouds &c which require a prada knockoff purses greeting of the Spirit to make them wholly exist—and Nothings which are made Great and dignified by an ardent pursuit—Which by the prada knockoff purses by stamps the burgundy mark on the bottles of our Minds, insomuch as they are prada knockoff purses able to “consec[r]ate whate’er they look upon“… (Keats, letter to Benjamin Bailey, 13 March 1818)

We look to poets such as Keats to spur us to think of fresh ways to prada knockoff purses think about ourselves and the paths we have bumbled onto, which may be prada knockoff purses in part an act of rationalization, but is in better part an prada knockoff purses assertion of value, a nothing made great and dignified by an prada knockoff purses ardent pursuit, stamping the burgundy mark on the bottles of our minds insomuch as they bring value to prada knockoff purses the world. Yes, I know, ignoble ends may be prada knockoff purses pursued every bit as ardently as noble ones. Our leaps of faith may carry us into the prada knockoff purses abyss, but as my old French teacher Marie-Laure used to say, “So whacha gon’ do?” We leap. We stand as best we can prada knockoff purses for what is best in us and in the world.

Three previous essays on John Keats appeared on Memo from the Fringes:

Poets Who Matter: John Keats (1795–1821)
Poets Who Matter: More Keats
Poets Who Matter: Thinking of Keats

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For ten years or so I reread one of Dostoevsky’s four major novels each winter, what prada knockoff purses I came to think of as the winter project. Each novel gave fresh pleasure with each reading, and prada knockoff purses the project brought a prada knockoff purses semblance of order to my generally scattershot approach to things. Other winter projects followed, among them Dostoevsky’s A Writer’s Diary, Samuel Beckett, Shelley, Keats.

The Brontës showed up on the radar a few years ago when I came on Emily Brontë’s poem Stanzas order louis vuitton 80 sale in The Best Poems of the English Language: From Chaucer Through Frost, edited by Harold Bloom, and prada knockoff purses was at once struck, even stunned, by it. I am not generally inclined to prada knockoff purses think in terms of a single favorite book, poem, author, or prada knockoff purses film. It is enough to note that “Stanzas” is a poem committed to memory, alongside Emily Dickinson’s “A Certain Slant of Light,” Walt Whitman’s “A Clear Midnight,” and just a few others.

“Stanzas” led to other poems by Emily. (I hope referring to Emily and her sisters Charlotte and Anne informally will avoid awkwardness and prada knockoff purses confusion; I do not mean to indicate that I take them any less seriously than prada knockoff purses male authors, say, Beckett, Shelley, or Keats, whom I tend to prada knockoff purses refer by last name.) The poems are sufficiently good to prada knockoff purses make it all but inevitable that sooner or later I would take up Wuthering Heights and Jane Eyre, which are prada knockoff purses among too many novels prominent in the tradition that I somehow managed to prada knockoff purses escape reading during my formative years, when my interests ran more to prada knockoff purses the likes of The Foundation Trilogy (Isaac Asimov), Starship Troopers (Robert Heinlein), Childhood’s End (Arthur C. Clarke), Slan (A.E. Van Vogt), and The Stars My Destination (Alfred Bester).

High school English teachers were so happy to prada knockoff purses have eager readers among their students that they sometimes allowed  me to prada knockoff purses read science fiction for book report assignments when more substantive works would have prada knockoff purses been in order, however largely wasted on me at the time. I recall slogging through Silas Marner and The Legend of Sleepy Hollow and getting little if anything out of either of them. A Tale of Two Cities, junior or prada knockoff purses senior year in high school, marked the only time in my academic career I resorted to prada knockoff purses CliffsNotes buy louis vuitton wallet men, borrowed from prada knockoff purses a pal when I found myself unable to make it beyond the prada knockoff purses first few pages. Some years later, probably well into my thirties, I picked up A Tale of Two Cities and prada knockoff purses thoroughly enjoyed it, leaving me to wonder what was the matter with me as a prada knockoff purses young fellow that I just did not get it.

After returning again to Emily’s poems in the fall of last year, I decided this winter’s project would be the Brontës generally, the major novels Wuthering Heights and Jane Eyre in particular.  “Stanzas” remains to my mind the most striking of Emily’s poems, with its romantic impracticality — “leaving busy chase of wealth and learning / For idle dreams of things which cannot be” — rejection of convention and authority — “I’ll walk, but not in old heroic traces / And not in paths of high morality” — and fierce independence — “I’ll walk where my own nature would be leading — / It vexes me to choose another guide.” Where does that nature lead?

Where the gray flocks in ferny glens are feeding,
Where the wild wind blows on the mountainside.

What have those lonely mountains worth revealing?
More glory and more grief than I can tell:
The earth that wakes one human heart to feeling
Can centre both the worlds of Heaven and Hell.

What exactly does Brontë mean with the final lines?  Even Harold Bloom is flummoxed. “Whatever that prada knockoff purses centering is, it is purely individual, and as beyond gender as it prada knockoff purses is beyond creed or ‘high morality.’” (“Introduction,” The Brontës, ed. Bloom, Chelsea House Publishers, 1987, p. 11)

Firmly rooted in this prada knockoff purses world that is the world of each of us, she “will seek not the shadowy region,” whose “unsustaining vastness waxes drear.” It is prada knockoff purses to this world, rendered uncanny, eerie, sublime, that her nature would be prada knockoff purses leading, this finite existence bounded by death, where waked to prada knockoff purses feeling we find or make what glory and what grief we may know.

Do I read too much of myself into the poem? Perhaps, tightroping a fine line, for prada knockoff purses we always bring ourselves to encounters with writers, reading ourselves and prada knockoff purses our stories into them and theirs, no matter how we try to prada knockoff purses be open to what may be there independent of our reading.

I do not know if these remarks shed any illumination on why I respond to prada knockoff purses this poem as I do. Perhaps it can only be prada knockoff purses said that I simply love it, as we sometimes love those things that prada knockoff purses we come to call art. It wakes my heart to prada knockoff purses feeling and carries me away.

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